I think I'm insane...

I love randomness. And not being on task. I think that is what truly makes us not go insane from the pressure of parents, school and the schoolwork itself. Again I sit here next to ash-stro my besty and we are supposed to be looking up something about the Black Plague. Instead? We are sitting here writing our blogs, hers about a funny picture she found on the internet about a My Little Rainbow Pony that looks like Edward Scissor Hands. Now, being psychos most would be like "That's a child toy!" But over here in the Nutter Factory of our life, we found it funny. That's not the only thing. We play Nazi zombies, and by ash-stro's enlightenment, when you get a headshot and blood and brains goes EVERYWHERE, it's oddly satisfying. And I agree, something about killing things and slaughtering every "living" thing in sight (virtually of course) has a sense of satisfaction that real life cannot bring. Granted I can barely knife the zombies without dying but hey, I don't have all access to a gaming system other than a wii. I think it'd be more fun (and way scarier) if it were virtual reality and it looked real. Yeesh, now I sound like a serial killer in the making. Don't be alarmed, but honestly, me and my buddy more than likely have that insane desire and potential to be, not physically but mentally. Now I sound like I'm promoting it. Just look it from my perspective. Me and my besty have strange thoughts that other people will not and never will understand. We have all the mind set makings to be a crazy person, but would rather pursue different career paths. Our insanity can only be expressed by bursts of random craziness that has been repressed throughout the days we fight to be "normal" and weekend nights where we stay up into the wee hours of the night discussing our evil and sadistic thoughts and "plans." Now you think I'm crazy. Oh well, good thing only few of you know my identity. That's all for now and remember, just cause you have crazy thoughts it doesn't make you a serial killer and if you do take that career path, please avoid where I live, cause I'd rather go out with a bang.